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There’s a lot going on in the world

Left wing loosing

Ww111 approaching

And the lashes of hell being unleashed

It’s the end of the world

That is so heavily predicted

Who knows at this point

A lot of things are lost in translation

And people are willing to press the button without hesitation

Humanity is dying

Humans have lost the care

And the motivation to fight for each other

We’re all cowards in our homes

Until it happens to us

No justice no peace we should scream

But instead we’re submissive

And make humour of very serious situations

I guess we have to

All we will panic

Due to the loss of our

Salvation

Stop looking at my breast

Stop touching my ass

Stop following

Stop thinking that no means yes

Stop coming close to me

Stop bumping into me

Stop getting my friend to set you up

Stop getting overly brave

Stop thinking your the man

Stop looking at me like I’m meat

Start saying hi

Start being confident

Start looking into my eyes

Start with a handshake

Start with a compliment (that isn’t cringe)

Start liking girls outside of your preferences

Start to understand the feeling of empathy

Start making girls days .

Stop hurting yourself

Yes you still like him and that’s fine

Your entitled to your feelings

And that’s fine

But what is not fine

Is that your hurting yourself

He’s not hurting your

Your hurting you

Think about it

He’s living his best life

Even if he’s not

He’s not sharing the same pain you are

The pain that you conflicting

Upon your self

It’s hard to let go of a loved one

It’s very hard

But don’t put yourself through this

Is he actually worth it ?

Be real with yourself

Yes your enamoured by his beauty

And yes you like him

But is he really worth it?

Let him go baby girl

Let him go

Once you let go

I promise you

You will be free

Sisters , three long weeks have passed

And I miss you terribly.

The screams the laughter , the hate but also the joys.

Not feeling your presence, is ruining

But I remind myself , everything I do and everything I’m doing I do for you . I love you so dearly , that I want to be the best possible role model

If I could tell you one thing , that I wish someone strongly highlighted to me .

Sienna and Ava .

You are beautiful, you are intelligent and you are destined for great things. Let NO ONE DARE take that away from you . Because there is people in the world that would want to strip that from you because of their own insecurities. Be whatever you want . Do whatever you want. Within reason. My love for you is priceless … so go be the brats I know you for .

And go and take this world with thunder and lightning… I promise I’ll be waiting at the end of the rainbow.

You were the succubus

Sucking on me

Leaving me dry

To the point

I had no tears left to cry

I wanted you so bad

That I thought I was going mad

Drunk or crazy

In love you could call me

Queen b

Didn’t make that shit up

Two weeks

I thought I was your one

The one to change you

And give you what you needed

But I realised I was a fool

Red flag after red flag

I still wanted to be your slag

When you was around

The fog would thicken

It took a long time for clarity

To sink in

I wish I realised sooner

I wasn’t gonna be your thing

Oh well

Fatal attraction over me

Until I subtract you

From my heart and soul

I thought about how I would end this

End it knowing that I was rejected , jobless and sad.

But as I sit on this desk and blow dry this glue

I remind myself not to take everything so personally and that

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

Which makes me excited for the future

I’ve got a wonderful family

Very supportive friends

most importantly

Me myself and I

As I look in the mirror desperate for a pee

I think I am beautiful and I am so worth it .

I say it out loud

“I am beautiful and I am so worth it “

Even if there is a bottle of vodka near me

I’m not gonna drink it till Halloween

My name is Ayse

And I have self -esteem

But to all who read this and can relate

I’m glad you exsist because it means I’m not alone

And either are you

Now let me go to the toilet it’s calling my name

If I were to drown in a bath tub full of my own blood

Would you notice

If I were to run around naked in your home

Would you notice

If I were to grow my hair beyond my ass

Would you notice

If I were to make out with your best friend and Allow him to touch my body

Would you notice

If I were to jump of a building and float

Would you notice

If I we’re to tattoo your name on my face my ass my back

Would you notice

Would you notice how desperate I am. For you to notice me ?

Dance with me under the culture tree

Forget about self poverty

And this idea of modesty

Dance with me under the culture tree

Look in the fire

And tell me what you see

Dance with me under the culture tree

Caterpillar grow

Or be eaten by the black crow

Dance with me under the culture tree

Follow the change in beat

Or trip on your own feet

Or

Stand with your self under the tree

And let the fire engulf you whilst you plea

And I will see how lonely

You shall be

As I fly away to safety

Choking,is my breath of fresh air

Letting life suffocate me , is soothing

Dryness, dizziness and daisies

Going crazy , going insane

Stop! I said stop this pain

Come out with a bottle

Falling through the air

Don’t just look and stare

Hold back her hair

Shhhhhh

Can you hear the voices

Are you still there?

Can’t you see I crave your attention

Feel the need for your protection

I will love you without any hesitation

I’m loosing my mind

Your all that I think about

All that I care about

Notice me how I notice you

I can see your potential

Our Potential

Just take my hand and reach

You know how I feel why are you abusing me

Making me feel some type of way