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Why you caught up in your feelings

It’s like people have forgotten people have feelings

Always “feel” the need to say something insensitive

Something that hurts

I hate being sensitive

I wish I had that ability to turn of that feelings

But it’s not an ability

Everyone is an actor in stage waiting to preform

But back stage they where a mask

And underneath is someone begging

For help

Help me please

Full of season

Full of spice

I wonder why it taste so nice

Creole with a dash of accent

Patois with a dash of attitude

I wonder why we’re in the same latitude

Braid it like pastry

Afro like a bun

I wonder why he hates the big bright sun

Oh how tasty you’ve become

Are you savoury like a patty

Or sweet like plantain

I wonder what’s hes done

I wonder who he is

I wanna go on a drive

In the sun shine

Or in the moonlight

Through the hills

And past the mountains

Around the coast

Speeding on the motorway

Gazing at the sights

Opening the window

To feel the cold

Closing the window

To keep the warmth

Did you know your eyes glisten ?

When the light goes green

“I got my shit down pat

Think I had it good, and they don’t know how bad

Fooled everybody, except myself

Soaking in this hurt, bathing in the dirt”

“When you’re soaked in tears for years, it never airs out

When you make pain look this good it never wears out

This dirty laundry, this dirty laundry”

⁃ Kelly Rowland , DIrty Laundry

I can’t believe I’m going through this drama

Locked in a black box with no armour

Exposed I feel ashamed

Trying to work who to blame

I know it’s not myself

This is not good for my health

But what else

Do I walk out and leave

Be abused by someone mean

Or take refuge in my lover

Whos family neglect me

Do they even no me ?

But what could be worse

Acting like a curse or giving up

Trying to find out should I put first

Your amazing aren’t you

Just amazing

Wish I could dwell on the red flags

And then put up my white flag

Maybe I should find Comfort

That I’m not the only one who isn’t touched

My heart is aching

It’s all that I can feel

I want to feel amazing too

Don’t we all want to feel amazing

Love is a weakness

Your not yourself

Your weak and puny

It’s sickening really

Fuck Valentine’s Day

Who needs a date anyway

Rather watch films in bed

Or read a book instead

Your in a dark patch

And it’s just a patch

Not the whole blanket

-Ayse Da Costa

I really want your white

Coco kisses

I really want to be your missus

I wanna love you till I can’t breathe

I wanna love you till I can’t see

I really need to know you

So I can work out what’s true

Cause right now I have no clue

I’m going crazy

Thinking bout you baby

Lets stop being lazy

And answering with a maybe

I’m so sick of being shady

I want you as my man

Why don’t you understand

Be in my game plan

I won’t ever play You

I just wanna save you

Yes Your organising your life

I get it

We live in would full of strife

She gets it

Running out of time

Before someone gets to

What is mine

When are we gonna get a prime minister

That cares

A prime minister that’s shares

A prime minister strong enough

To tell America They’re wrong

A prime minister who isn’t fake

And knows how to admit their mistakes

A prime minister who will stop using our

Money for foolishness

What nonesense is this

I thought this was a country of freedom and liberation

Then why are we stuck in the same situation

Living in a nation full of racist

You give us the right to vote

But not right to knowledge or sight

Then you frame it as democracy

This is even worse than parentocracy

There’s still chains around our waist

But we can’t see them

So don’t believe them

I’m waiting for a prime minister

Who can unlock those chains

And set us free

I know it’s all in the brain

But this chaos is driving me insane

get of your throne

It’s not made of Stone