Author: Ayse Daco

Can’t you see I crave your attention

Feel the need for your protection

I will love you without any hesitation

I’m loosing my mind

Your all that I think about

All that I care about

Notice me how I notice you

I can see your potential

Our Potential

Just take my hand and reach

You know how I feel why are you abusing me

Making me feel some type of way

At my young age
I have concluded myself
I shouldn’t have come to this conclusion
but I have
guys are not attracted to me because I am ugly
to them

I’ve got the big bum
I’ve got the big tits
I’ve got the skinny waist
if I do say so myself

I just ain’t got a super flat tummy

but that shouldn’t be an issue
if I got a bit more jiggle

doesn’t matter

they want what I call a skinny b”@.:*

with some breast
with some bum
and a flat tum

maybe it’s the guys I want

maybe I should lower my standards
but surely i should not have to

in my eyes I am beautiful
but trying to understand that is hard
I’ve even got housewife qualities
but that doesn’t even appeal to them
I must be doing something wrong
I must be
or are they

meditating in a pink pool
I prayed to my ancestors
as the water trickled down my body
relaxation echoed its way in
as the horn of my survivors played
I felt a calling
the pink monsoon
has poured its last shower
and has left me with a flower
and as it blossomed
the pink river
dragged it ducklings
astray and away
into new pink ponds
to grow into
mighty pink things.