Black box

I can’t believe I’m going through this drama

Locked in a black box with no armour

Exposed I feel ashamed

Trying to work who to blame

I know it’s not myself

This is not good for my health

But what else

Do I walk out and leave

Be abused by someone mean

Or take refuge in my lover

Whos family neglect me

Do they even no me ?

But what could be worse

Acting like a curse or giving up

Trying to find out should I put first