Thoughts

I thought about how I would end this

End it knowing that I was rejected , jobless and sad.

But as I sit on this desk and blow dry this glue

I remind myself not to take everything so personally and that

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

Which makes me excited for the future

I’ve got a wonderful family

Very supportive friends

most importantly

Me myself and I

As I look in the mirror desperate for a pee

I think I am beautiful and I am so worth it .

I say it out loud

“I am beautiful and I am so worth it “

Even if there is a bottle of vodka near me

I’m not gonna drink it till Halloween

My name is Ayse

And I have self -esteem

But to all who read this and can relate

I’m glad you exsist because it means I’m not alone

And either are you

Now let me go to the toilet it’s calling my name