young age

At my young age
I have concluded myself
I shouldn’t have come to this conclusion
but I have
guys are not attracted to me because I am ugly
to them

I’ve got the big bum
I’ve got the big tits
I’ve got the skinny waist
if I do say so myself

I just ain’t got a super flat tummy

but that shouldn’t be an issue
if I got a bit more jiggle

doesn’t matter

they want what I call a skinny b”@.:*

with some breast
with some bum
and a flat tum

maybe it’s the guys I want

maybe I should lower my standards
but surely i should not have to

in my eyes I am beautiful
but trying to understand that is hard
I’ve even got housewife qualities
but that doesn’t even appeal to them
I must be doing something wrong
I must be
or are they